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chinese new year

oh hurray, haven't posted here for quite a long long while...

lotsa stuff has happened. lots and lots... i'm lost for words. hm things have happened both at home as well as at school.

blahh, i dunno, i'm scared to type stuff here :/ sigh.

anywayyy, it's chinese new year today! hm, we had reunion dinner last night. cousin steven's gotten married so cousin-in-law tania came along too. cousin steven reminds me of a certain teacher in school. the way he talks and the way he does stuff... kinda weird. was glad that for once! i didn't overeat.

we went for a "2 year run" after that. from like 11pm to 12am. so it's from the goat (?) year to the rooster year- 2 years. was at labrador, i was feeling awfully sleepy so it was rather unenjoyable, heh. oh! then after that, we all went to the playground. wanted to play in the labrynth like we used to, but daddy said it was too dark. so we played in the ultra cool playground instead. picture 4 oversized children playing in a playground, lol. it was fun! sliding down the slides, walking across the wobbly bridges... brought back tonnes of memories. tedster, mumps and dadster watched us from the side.

shuaige's leaving in 7 days! seven days :( as much as i hate her yelling at me, beating me, critisizing me. i'm still really gonna miss her. everyone's moving on... nevermind.

today, we went visiting. mummy's mother's hse for 30mins. i've always wondered why we only go to ONE house and stay there for an hour or less... i mean don't other people go all over the place or something? hm no idea. i really do NOT know a lot of my cousins. go around seeing my aunties and uncles, cousins and cousins, nieces and nephews - not knowing their names. hahah, i am anti-social. was sitting next to one of my cousins ( i still can't rmb her name, lol. sorry!) and we just sat there, didn't say more than 2 sentences to each other x.x amusing. ended up listening into the conversations of pam and terry. they were having a great time conversing with my other cousins.

cny buffet lunch. i OVERATE. after a whole week of cutting down on fatty food...i just blew it! :( sorry, the food just looked TOO YUMMY. it was soo nice. i tell you, i haven't felt that full in ages... gosh. there was so much food! i love sobe, i love sorbet, i love yushang (with only the crispy stuff and plum sauce and carrots), i love pineapple tarts! oh man i LOVE FOOD! i have never seen so much non-vege and non-fruits all available for me to eat in ages! bahh, i love eating. but the after effects are bleagh :( pooey.

burnt most of it off during the run, but then i put it back on during dinner in chinatown :( gahh, pat must stop eating! yesyes.

having a convo with stwei, ehong, wjteo, zrow!, and ywwong. hee

sigh, no mood to talk about stuff. poots.

okay, the (stinking) admin can go fly their kites while we become the most bonded batch and board rgspb has ever seen. said that to joopie just now, haha i thought it might be of motivation to some. just don't quote me infront of authority please, lol thankyou (:

happy cheena new year everyone! eat more teojoo porridge -nudges wanjoop.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

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